not too fast, yet it's too slow
for sharping minds
for shaping stance
for bordering anxiety
; and live with loyalty

twisting in abnormality
in the world, we thought we can easily survive
on the night we thought we can wipe the tears

wondering what a kind heart is should be
pondering what a strong woman is looked like
living in the twenties is such a bliss
somehow full of bless
somehow fed by a blast

think rationally among choices
seek on unsaid truth
; be convinced by the hesitancy

today,
let your heart shout out
about inconsistency and independency
then,
let you be the one whom you dreamt of



                                                    - a.d. (2019)