you have to deal with whatever-your-moods-are, accept that sadness. adulting is a lit. you have to deal with whatever-your-moods-are, accept that sadness. adulting is a lit. ...Read More

This is same. Either I am denying the situation or I am unfolding the truth. It slowly gets hard. This is same. Either I am denying the situation or I am unfolding the truth. It slowly gets hard. ...Read More

the thing is.. beating yourself would be so damn hard. so, be tougher than ever. the thing is.. beating yourself would be so damn hard. so, be tougher than ever. ...Read More

I'm kind of tired at all, I mean of crying; of trying; of waiting; of expecting that everything will be right yesterday but the reality is not. But this month, I got the lessons. People will not always go with their commandments, the one who have the "position" might be wobbly to stand on their own; for some reason.. they might try to...Read More

Since been so long not post anything, I'm going to publish something thru this personal —but publicly announced— page. Not a thesis defense's appreciation post because it still needs more patience to face a cruelly undescribable person. That day was being one of memorandum which maybe will bring smiles a lil longer than ever. Decided to go to Semasa Market, one week before...Read More

Dear self, please stop making an excuse. Believe that somebody who are kind will find their way back. What an end, should be an end. Just in case you are forgetting how precious you are, remember that you have through those problems only by yourself. Dear self, please stop making an excuse. Believe that somebody who are kind will find their way back....Read More

We thought moments we have created are limitless, but the fact it aint We thought the space we have made are meaningful, but the truth it aint We talked deeply about anything, still we felt empty though We thought a lot of things each day, yet we forgot how to keep ourselves —of expectations; It killed. - a.d. 2018 ...Read More

"dosa bisa menghambat keinginan karena artinya jauh dari Tuhan, sedangkan segala kebaikan berasal dari Tuhan." - Quraisy Syihab di Syihab & Syihab *** Let it be our alarms to keep doing everything well. That ain't supposed to be posted, but since it is on the top draft of this page, so let it be. How's life? Mine is good as long as keep...Read More

“Kok jarang cerita sih sekarang?” Just because I don’t tell you any story, it doesn’t mean that I have no story. Ada. Buanyak. I don’t even know am I introvert or extrovert, somehow I love being alone and much more productive when I do everything by myself, but somehow I can’t deny that meeting someone who smart and kind or maybe humorous is...Read More

the glass is empty but, the color itself bring new perspective which seems like ;it is full of water the glass is empty it keeps its beauty covered by dust it's kind of worn out? the glass is empty thin and transparent but, when it fall down all you hear is blusterous.                     (a....Read More

been a while not post anything, this will be my first post on 2018! cheers to the new year, new spirits, and new experiences to come! I started 2018 by having a rough final exams. these were literally my final exams after struggling for 7 terms on my bachelor degree! had 10 subjects with 21 credits somehow made me stressful. really. 3 of...Read More